I will definitely say, I love you.

oh dear!
I am wondering how to express my love towards you. I love you. oh, nah! I want to do something special. Red rose, candle night dinner, long drive i hate these things! it sounds so artificial. I want to do something natural like you.
I am blank, no idea! I am not afraid. I am ready to face anything, i mean even your rejection. I dont know what you think about me. You dont talk much, i wish I could be your pencil. You play with your pencil, talk with your pencil.
I am afraid, have you ever noticed me? oh! let me see in mirror do i worthy to get your glance? Nah! my eyes, my nose, my cheeks... all are terrible.
What am i supposed to do now? Should I pull my leg back? Nah! I will definitely say I love you but let me find out some ideas!